Sunday, January 30, 2011

The name we give to something shapes our attitude to it.

The most difficult thing about the task of setting up my online storefront, is that it needs a name. I've been thinking for a while now that I need to find my studio's name. Previous names have been right for their time, but they weren't the true name of My Studio.

You see, names have power in them. They are the sound of what something is, the note that it sounds in the Universe. What it is called will define, in part, what it becomes. What sort of things are produced in it. How it is seen by the world, and in turn, how it sees the world. The difficulty is, like in the story of the spinner-girl and Rumplestiltskin, trying to find out what that name is. She, at least, was Queen at the time, and able to use the kingdom's soldiers to search the Kingdom for his name. I just have myself.

Some things are name by their location (Riverview Mills Studios and Western Avenue Studios). Some, like Dancing Cat, are named by the animals who live there. Some are named for the person, others for the type of art they produce... Me? I think mine reflects both a combination of myself and what I do, which makes it entertaining (there's a reason this blog is named Raven Feathers and Coyote Bones...because that is me). We're wanderers, my art and I... Travellers and explorers through the world. Too nomadic of soul to ever settle, we're forever fascinated with what's up around that next bend in the road. Wayfarers with a serious case of "Ooh shiny!" At the same time, though, we are the woman at the heart of the woods, who has lived there since before Time began, who knows the names of each tree outside her humble home, and who has been mother and friend to generations of the forest's creatures. She, who always has a pot of hot tea and fresh baked bread for the lost souls who occasionally find their way to her door, and sends them on their way in the morning with full bellies and a new, warm scarf to help keep the cold at bay.

How does one distill that into 1-2 words?

Saturday, January 29, 2011

Etsy Issues and Researching a Venue Change For Retail Purposes

I've been thinking again and further investigating a few things regarding Etsy. Several years ago, when I had the studio, I had actually ceased using Etsy as a sales venue due to some issues with them regarding such things as, oh, not correcting HUGE technical issues for sellers, blatantly ignoring seller complaints (to the point of deleting forum posts that they didn't like), and other just general poor business practices.

As I'm working more and more towards trying to actually sell things, I've been researching back into these things to see if they've improved any. Turns out, they apparently haven't. In addition, they've recently added a few more issues to the mix, including increasing delays in correcting serious technical issues (changes made to sales functions shutting down ability to actually sell and taking several days to fix the issue), further customer service issues, and serious privacy violations. They have also decided that they are now going to start turning themselves into a social networking site, instead of the retail site that they are. Apparently about a month or so ago they also had a "glitch" that posted everyone's full names in very public locations, which is unacceptable as it violated part of the disclosure agreement in the contract. Their response to this was to fix it (after they got lambasted by their sellers for it) and then issue a statement that, instead of being an apology, informed sellers that they should really list their personal names on their sites because it gave them more credibility. Um, what? The list goes on...

Needless to say, I don't particularly care for the idea of working with these folks anymore. I'm looking into alternate online sales options. Most likely it's going to be through Webs.com, as they are free, not only allow stores but are designed to be just that, I don't have to deal with listing and consignment fees, and they are much more professional than Etsy. Just as I currently do with Etsy, I'll have a link to the sales site, only it will be more secure for both myself and customers. It will also be Google searchable, which Etsy is not. As I've had a grand total of one sale through Etsy in the 3 1/2 years I've been on the site, I'm not in the least concerned that it'll affect my sales any.

This is my plan for this week. Get a new online store set up and everything off Etsy ported over to it.

I have no idea what to call it yet, though, as the current store name is no longer appropriate and actually belongs to a failed attempt, and I'm superstitious. (It's like naming another boat "Titanic"... it's bad luck.)

Friday, January 28, 2011

It's cold. I wanted cocoa...

One of my problems has always been that regular store-bought hot cocoa mix is OMG sweet, but the specialty stuff I love is expensive. I especially adore "Mayan" hot chocolate. (Basically, a more bitter hot cocoa with a bit of cayenne for kick.) This stuff is hella pricey when I can find it. The last container I had was almost $10 for a smallish container. I made it laaaast.

Tonight, I said the hell with it and resolved to make my own. I had everything I needed, and since there doesn't seem to be any consensus on measurements on the interwebs, I decided to wing it. I went to the kitchen, surveyed my cabinets, grabbed a few things, a pot, wire whisk and small tea strainer. I tossed a things into the pan, heated it until it simmered, adjusted a measurement or two here and there, et voila! An absolutely perfect cup of hot chocolate with just a hint of spice and the ideal amount of sugar. The best part? Stupidly easy and it actually took me the same amount of time as it would have for the "regular" stuff. Winner? Me! (Ok, you, too...I'll share.) Also? It's actually cheaper to make your own than to buy the pre-made stuff.

You'll need:

1 cup water
1/4 cup Half-&-Half (because I'm lactose-intolerant, Lactaid is the best. They make lactose-free half and half! Anyway...)
2 Tbs. unsweetened cocoa powder (I used Hershey's, but that's just what I happened to have on hand)
2 Tbs. sugar
1/4 tsp. vanilla
1/4 tsp. cinnamon
1 pinch cayenne pepper flakes

Combine all your ingredients into a small saucepan, whisk together, and bring to a simmer over medium heat. (If you're like me, and don't like really sweet cocoa, start with 1 Tbs. sugar and add from there until you get it to your liking.) Once it simmers, strain into a cup (that way you don't have cayenne pepper flakes floating around and making it too spicy). Enjoy!


In other areas of productivity today, I got a couple additional photographs listed on Etsy. These ones aren't the machinery/steampunkesque ones, but some other things I've taken. In areas of non-productivity, while walking a friend's dog today I managed to irritate my knee, so I'm currently stretched out on my couch with my leg propped up on a pillow. Fortunately it doesn't seem bad enough that I'll need the cane, as long as I remember to take it easy the next couple of days.

Now, more Ghost Adventures and a delicious mug of cocoa for me.

Thursday, January 27, 2011

And in a fit of productivity...

The Steam Series is up on Etsy.

I've got a couple more to list in a different style of photography, but I'll deal with that tomorrow. Right now, my fingers are freezing off.

OMG SQUEE!!!!

So, on Monday I ordered two 5x7 and 8x10 prints of a couple of the photographs I took at the Charles River Museum of Industry over the weekend. That same night, I got the email confirmation that my order had been processed. The next morning I got my shipping confirmation and tracking number. After a couple of days of nervously checking the tracking information every couple of hours, watching my photos wend their way across the country to me, they arrived today. Thanks to last night's snow storm, the mailman was unable to get to the mailbox, so I had to fester and wait until I could get my car out of the driveway and drive to the post office to pick them up.

They sat next to me in the car, silently watching me as we drove back to the house, waiting patiently. I surreptitiously glanced at them, excited, but worried at the same time. What if they were terrible? What if they were blurry, or they'd changed the color settings? What if...?

Mercifully, the post office is walking distance in good weather, so I didn't have to spend an eternity in torment. I got back to the house, divested myself of the multi-ton layers of winter clothing, and nervously carried the box to the counter to open. They were face-down, wrapped in waxed paper envelopes, so as to draw my torment out as long as possible. With trepidation, I turned them over and slid them out. Holding my breath, I peered at them.

Holy crap, they're gorgeous! I love them! I was particularly nervous on one on them, because of the color settings, I wasn't sure if the resolution was high enough to support the larger size, and had decided on a whim to see what the metallic paper would do to the smaller. Amazing, all of them.

Needless to say, I will be spending time tonight and possibly tomorrow going through which photos I want to offer for sale and listing them up on Etsy.

*does the happy dance*

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

“Great. Other girls wake up in the middle of friggin’ Fairyland, find out they’re some long-lost fairy princess, get swept off their feet by some tall, dark and tasty fairy prince, and live happily ever after. I wake up in the middle of an abandoned factory, find out I’m some weird hybrid critter that shouldn’t even exist because you forgot where the hell you put a kid, and get to be dragged around by a smart-ass twelve year old, because you people think I can pull off what you, with all your phenomenal cosmic power, can’t manage. Anything else you wanna add to this farce?”

“The Djinn King is your grandfather.”

“Seriously? You can’t write shit this bad.”



I have the sinking feeling there's more to this story...

Monday, January 24, 2011

Ah, New England, how I've missed your true winters so...

Or not. I love New England. I love her in spring, when the violets carpet the yard in a sea of amethyst flowers and emerald leaves, and the peepers sing a joyful chorus to the moon. I love her in summer, when the air is heavy with the perfume of riotous green and the citrine fireflies flicker and dance under the stars. I adore her in autumn, when the trees blaze red-gold and purple tinged. Winter is the price I pay for the other three seasons.

I. Hate. Winter. It's cold. It's white. It's cold. Did I mention the cold? We've had it easy the last several years, but well, it's back. And making up for lost time. It's snowed pretty much weekly since Christmas. We've got another major storm moving in for Wednesday, and today it was a high of 12! It's back down to 4 now. When I got up this morning I was warned "don't look at the temperature", which has the effect of telling someone "Don't look down" and it was -1. At 9:30. The heaters are struggling to keep the house a remotely tolerable temperature, and the kitchen heater hasn't managed to even get the kitchen up to the set temperature. Blech. Even my indoor cat, who has never seen a snowflake in his life, nor been out in the cold for more the time it takes to go from a warm house to a warm car (we've moved a few times in his life) thinks it's too cold to be out from the blankets.


It was a good day, however, to drink mug-fulls of hot lemonade and attempt a bit of productivity. I had a sale through Etsy the other day (which I shipped yesterday, and according to the Post Office was delivered today), and so I decided to take the small risk of using the money to get a couple different size prints ordered to QC and estimate shipping. I'm now going to be a nervous wreck until they arrive and I see what they look like. Hopefully they turn out well. If they do, I'll be immediately listing prints for sale and then hoping other people like them enough to actually buy them. (Granted, I rather enjoy being told people like my stuff. I just like being paid more, because it means that the bill collectors get paid and the cat, who REALLY likes being fat, gets fed regularly. I like this a lot more. ;) So do my ankles, since the cat will eventually start chewing on me if mealtime is too late.)

Now, my mug is empty again, and so there should be more hot liquid.

Sunday, January 23, 2011

Photography and prints...Oh, the choices!



I really need to get prints of my photographs. I mean, really. This was easy, when my poor printer was younger and had the capability of printing photos. Sadly, it is several years old and the print heads are going. Which means until I can afford to replace it, I need to outsource my printing somewhere.

Currently, I'm looking at Kodak. I trust them. They're a little spendy, but well, so is printer ink, so I guess I'm gonna get hit with it one way or the other.

Of course, now I have decisions to make, as I don't have any leeway for error. What size? 5x7 and 8x10 are the most common sizing (with 8x10 being a SERIOUS jump in cost), but I'm not starting with much, so well, yeah... Then there is finish. Matte or glossy?

Of course, then there is the question of interest. Normally I'm fine with taking the risk, getting a few of each printed up, and seeing what happens. Currently I don't have enough money left to make that anything remotely resembling a Good Idea. Then again, not taking the risk definitely means it's not going to work.

I don't know.

Thoughts from the peanut gallery?

Saturday, January 22, 2011

New photos!

Today was a much needed break from life, and so an excursion to the Charles River Museum of Industry & Innovation was in order. They are currently running a Steampunk Exhibit for insanely cheap, and a group of friends was going. So, very early this morning (okay, it was 8 am. That's early for me!) I crawled out of bed, dug out presentable clothes, and the boy and I wandered our way down to Waltham. After a bit of wandering around (it's not the easiest place to spot, tucked into the back of a collection of large brick buildings, once an old cotton factory) we finally found our way in. Amusingly, the Steampunk art was NOT what amused me. It was the old industrial steam and gear machinery! (Which, by the way, they let you play with. *glee!*)

Luckily for me, cameras were allowed, and so I will share a sampling. (I took about 40 pictures, though maybe half are actually usuable for anything.) I really need to figure out how to make prints. So, here are a few, in no particular order...







I was really fascinated with the glass and metal things (Boy thinks they are probably vacuum chambers or something. I dunno, they're shiny) and the old switchboard for some reason.

All in all, it was a good day and a much needed break from stress. Now, I go caffeinate a bit. I'm not used to so much activity in one day anymore. ;)

Friday, January 21, 2011

My plan was successful! I got just enough reading requests to cover getting my phone turned back on. It's not caught up, but at least it's back in service. Additionally, I was able to get them all answered today, for which I'm proud of myself. (Due to the way I do them, it generally takes me about an hour or so per reading.)

Now, though, I'm going to bed. It's been a long day and my brain, it is numb. Thank you everyone who helped me out with this. It's much appreciated!

G'night, all.

A cunning plan

For those that didn't hear/read yesterday, my financial situation sort of reached the new low of having to decide between paying for my car insurance (a legal requirement to maintain registration in the state of Massachusetts) or limping my cell phone along for another month. Mind you, my cell phone IS my phone, and without it my ability to look for work gets much harder.

This morning I came up with a cunning plan (I'm putting this here, because my other blog site doesn't like to let me have PayPal buttons). I’m hoping it works. See, if I can scrape together a bit more cash, I can still get my phone turned back on. I also do Tarot and ogham readings (the online kind, not the in-person kind). I’m offering full readings for $15 a spread. Normally, I charge $30.
How does this work? Easy. You click on the PayPal* button, leave me your question in the comment box along with your email, and I send you an email containing your answer (usually about a page or so long) along with a picture of the spread. I can also do a printed version, done on parchment paper, and mail it to you instead, for $20. (This will not include the picture, as my printer does not do photographs anymore. It’s very old, as printers go.) Generally I have them done within 24 hours, though if I get a lot of questions it may take a little longer.


So yeah. That’s my plan. :D

*Alternately, email me at corvusrising@gmail.com with all the information, and I can bill you accordingly.


Edit 1/22/11~ As this did pretty well, and a few folks have been directing other folks here, I figured I'd make the edit that says I'll be doing Tarot readings at the currently listed rate until further notice. (At which point, I'll take down the PayPal link. If you want me to do an ogham reading, instead of Tarot, please specify in the little box in PayPal.) Thanks!


Edit 6/1/2011 ~ Link removed, we are now back to normal pricing of:  $3/One Card, $10/ Three Card, $25 full 10 Card reading.

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

I thought about getting out and taking a few pictures in today's nor'easter, but changed my mind when I opened the door. It's cold out there! And it's snowing! ;)



Ah, life in New England...

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

A simple little recipe

I have a confession to make. I am a mushroom addict. (No, not the Technicolor ones that make you see through time, the other kind.) The only mushroom I have ever found that I'm merely meh about, are the ubiquitous white button ones. My favorites are the portobello/crimini ones (portobellos are really crimini mushrooms all grown up). Just enough flavor and texture to be noticed, not enough to be overwhelming.

Today, it is cold. There is a nor'easter coming in later tonight. I had a half a package of criminis that needed using soon, or they were going to go bad. The solution? Mushroom soup. The catch? I've never made one. After a bit of web surfing, I got a decent idea of what I needed to do, and got the necessary extras from the grocery store, and headed to the kitchen.

A little over an hour later, I had a nice, steaming hot bowl of thick, rich mushroom soup. Oh gods, NOM! I should have made a double batch. I could eat this for the rest of my life. (Okay, maybe not quite, but I'm really sad I only made enough for one good-sized bowl, since it was just an experiment.) As it is so tasty, I will share.

You will need:
5 Tbs. unsalted butter
1 small onion, or 1/2 medium onion, thinly sliced and chopped fine.
1 cup (or more, if you like, though this seemed to be about perfect) finely chopped crimini mushrooms*.
2 cups low-sodium chicken broth
a pinch of dried parsley
1 Tbs. cooking sherry
black pepper to taste.

Start by chopping the onion and mushrooms and setting aside into separate bowls. Melt 2 1/2 Tbs. butter in a saucepan on medium heat. Add onions. Cook until soft but not brown. Add remaining butter and mushrooms. Cook for about 7-8 minutes, stirring often. Stir in chicken broth, parsley, and pepper. Bring to a boil, then reduce heat and simmer on low for about an hour. Remove from heat, stir in sherry, and serve.

*Note: These are sometimes known as "Baby Bello" or "Baby Portobello" mushrooms.

This simmered down into a nice rich and hearty soup that was just perfect for what I wanted for dinner.

If you try it, let me know what you think! (I know I like it, but I'd love to hear if other folks do, too.)

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Mood of the Moment: contemplative
Stuff I'm Listening To: Clint Eastwood - Gorillaz

Earlier today I took a brain break from the daily Readings From The Job Boards (and escape the soul-sucking torment of pondering whether or not applying for an Operations Assistant position at the Middlesex Ct. DA's office for the fantastically appealing sum of $26k/year was a good idea). I got myself a fresh cup of hot tea, and scanned my way through Facebook and Twitter for a minute of catch-up on the World Outside. My friend, Heather, of Domestically Flawed, had retweeted a very interesting thing on Twitter. The line? "Never feel guilty about following your dreams", and a link to this blog.

Oh dear gods, THIS! This is what I'm trying to figure out. This is where I want to be going. THIS IS WHAT HAS DRIVEN ME BATSHIT CRAZY ALL OF MY LIFE!!! Over the years, most of the times I've talked about getting free of the "traditional" rat maze, I've been told (paraphrased) "It's nice to dream, but you can't do "x" for "y" reasons. Just suck it up and fall in line with what we tell you you need to do". I've even half-believed it, to some extent.

The problem? I don't believe it, and to continue trying to do so always feels like a form of suicide. No, I'm not being melodramatic or downplaying the seriousness of depression (I've been there, thanks). It really does feel like to continue to force myself into the same mold that society decrees I must conform to, I am forced to kill a fundamental part of myself.

My problem? I have no idea how to do it. I try, and I mostly fail. I'm missing some key piece of the puzzle that would enable me to get from where I am, to where I want to be. Instead, I just keep stumbling around in the dark, trying different things and hoping "this time it'll finally work".

If nothing else, I'm stubborn and persistent. I took my grandfather's words to heart. "There's no such thing as can't. There's only won't or don't know how." Well, I will. I just don't know how.

Someday, I will find the map, if it takes me to my deathbed to do it. In the meantime, I take pictures. I draw. I make books, necklaces, and random bit of pretty things. I do the occasional massage. I keep walking.

Monday, January 3, 2011

A Letter To Parents

I'm taking a moment to veer off my usual art related stuff, to talk about something that is VERY IMPORTANT. Bear with me, and PLEASE, for the love of toast, read this.

Dear Parents,

I'm writing to you today on behalf of your children about something that I don't think a lot of people think about. WHY it is important to "worry" your children and make sure they know their family's medical history. All of it. Early.

As some of you know and others don't, I went to the ER last week with a Surprise!kidney stone. When I got there, the doctors asked me if I had any family history of them, and I realized that I had no idea. I mean, I think my mother used to get them, but I'm not 100% on that and she's been gone for almost 21 years now. This is important, as if she did, and this had been made clear to me I could have, oh, done something to lower my own risk. After being released a few hours later, heavily medicated, I realized that aside from the odd bits here and there I have no idea about my genetic inheritance.

This is not a good thing. As I have to go to see a urologist this week and then set up an appointment with a nutritionist to set me on a new diet plan to try and minimize more of the spiky little buggers, I needed to know more about what I've got lurking in the DNA closet so that can be taken into account for the New Life Plan. So, I emailed my father.

Turns out, in addition to the scattered bits I do know about, there is also a MASSIVE history of vascular issues in his family (multiple heart attacks, atherosclerosis, stroke, cerebral hemorrhages, angina, one pacemaker, and a bypass so far). Funny thing about a lot of these things? If you know that there is a higher risk factor in your family, you can start making the appropriate lifestyle choices EARLY in life. Instead, I'm finding out at 34, when much of the damage has potentially been done, and now I'm going to be scrambling to play Catch-Up and hope that I'm able to do something about it in time.

I know a lot of people don't like to talk about it. I've heard a number of excuses from various fronts for why they don't tell their kids. The most common one I've heard was "I didn't want to worry you."

Please. For their sake's, worry them. Don't let them find out when they have an avoidable condition because you "didn't want to worry them", or for any other excuse. You can save them more pain and suffering by letting them know what they are at risk for than by keeping silent. If they choose not to make the changes, that's their choice. Give them the choice, though, and tell them before it's too late.

*steps off soap-box*

Sunday, January 2, 2011

Starting Anew...

Well, it's a new year. I think it's a new decade, too, but well, I'm a little calender-fuzzy sometimes. Here's hoping this new year is a good one, and may the inertia and cobwebs of the last year finally clear out!

What have I been up to lately? Aside from back-sliding into a horrible pit of inertia and a new and interesting Surprise!Health Issue!, I finished a commission for an art book, that I'm told was well-received. *glee!* I also started playing with watercolours and found that watercolours and ink amuse me.

This may end up being entitled "These are a few of my favorite things." (Leaves, fish, birds, Cthullu...)

The Sketchbook Challenge has begun, with this month's theme being "Highly Prized". I'm not sure what it says that my first entry involved brain-spiders... I'll post a picture later, as I sketched it out with a 5H pencil, which is extremely fine and light, and I need to darken it up. Suffice to say I made another connection between anatomy, art, and Life.

Keep thinking... It keeps the brain-spiders at bay. (There are two layers of the brain called the arachnoid and the sub-arachnoid layers that assist in the movement of fluid between the brain and the spinal column. Somewhere this translated to brain-spiders in my head. It totally explains why when you don't use your brain for a while you feel like your head's wrapped in cobwebs, and your body gets all lethargic. You need to keep mentally active, or the brain-spiders wrap everything in webs, just like real spiders when you don't move something for a long time. No, I'm not quite right in the head, what makes you ask? ;) )

So, yeah. I've got the dusters out and am cleaning up cobwebs. It's a new year, a new start, and there are all kinds of new art projects to be worked on!